Nov 28, 2008

Wise Tears!!!

Amongst those beautiful days of my life so far, best rated were those when I stayed with the people I love. Those days were very few, but still they are the best. Though my mind know that it costs infinite to get them back, but my heart disagrees and it always races around to reach them in a way or other, even buck up to challenge the infinite itself. The other day, when I promised to myself to keep my heart in my control, tears left me to make me alone. Alone I wandered, and witnessed a life, which was tastelessly delicious. I green signaled tears again, as an ever staying beauty within me. I taught them to stay within me and to spur me to combat, whenever my heart tries to cross it’s vicinity. Yet, again my heart found a cross route to satisfy it’s ego. It started murmuring back my ears, to spend some days with those people again, indeed to create the days if they can not be recalled. As I’ve been trying my best to cater my heart, when sometimes it was bit delayed, it punished me straight away and blessed me with tears, my best companion. And those tears flown out have shown me a way or two, to sensitize my heart. But those still waiting within have powered me with loads of confidence.

And now my heart is waiting…waiting…and waiting for the days ahead.

Wish it your best please … :):)


Toughest is the one…whose tears have the best patience to wait within.

PS: My grand mother used to advice me- “Never loose your tears when you ought to face problems. Those tears which you keep within your kitty will always reflex your commitment”.

Though I could understand when she said it, but I couldn’t practice it then. Once I started, I found it challenging.

10 comments:

dil ki pyar said...

hey sis....

is anything wrong??? the whole blog about the tears which i generally hate....

i know u better and you cant be this way simply...anyways...tension mat lena...main hoon na...

i will be there with you after 6 months na...dont worry..never tears will atleast see your door ok....only smiles are wat will eb around us....

koncham ekkuvayindi kada.....anukunna...ha ha ha

i have a gift for u in ma blog.....

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Vyshu said...

Dear ...

My first reaction for this post was ..worry with pain ...:(..:(

I was bit relaxed after our telephonic conversation ...

This is heart-wrenching....

can imagine what you must hav been goin thru all these days.

I am in tears........Hugs to you Dear but please keep holding on......Wish am with you at certain times..that i could cheer you up ..i wud wipe your tears...i would hold you in my warm hug...

atleast i can say that am just a call away ...

Certain things in life doesn't remain for long and thats when we realize how vaccum it is. But we move on like filling the petals for a beautiful flower....

When life taught me that people don't last forever...and that some people can never be replaced by others... i miss that someone so much now. But there's nothing that can really be done...


I am crossing all my fingers and hoping you feel better... and this phase goes away sooooooon!

Love you loads...

cheers Dear ..

Ur ever loving ..

Soppi..

Pramoda Meduri said...

Hai yamini...

@ i know u better and you cant be this way simply...

Thanks for this dear...

Nothing re...Am njoying my best... and absolutely fine... But a week back, on a day I was feeling very low... At that time I had this flow and i put it in words day before yesterday... :)And I generalized it as well ...

Waiting for u ... come soon na ... :)

With Love
Prams

Pramoda Meduri said...

Hi sudha...

Thanks for those cheering words...I can always feel u around me in a way or other...
And that's the best side of me I feel... :)

As I told u when u called me last night, the matter is same ... nothing other...

Am quite normal right now and doing good ...

Love u re
Prams

The Idle Brain said...

Feeling nostalgic?

You always miss what u cherish and don't have wid u at the moment.. Spend a week @ home n u start missing ur goals n responsibilities ....

That might sound wierd. But that happens.. Believe me. The best thing u can do is stay 'wid' ur goals and 'close' to your ppl

Godavari said...

Hi Pramoda,
Hmm.., I really did not the reason from your post, but, surely I think those tears were of importance and valued. Tears are so precious as well. They definetly cleanse our sorrow and makes our mind and heart delighted. What made you to shed them is else matter, but, what had you got from them is to be thought. Upto I know you, you are bold, and not that kinda gal, who simply sheds them until there's a good important cause behind them. I wish you come out of that sorrow and grief. I wish you become normal.

Anonymous said...

Heyyy Prammm....!!!!
wt happened dear??????
i think some deep feeling is knocking ur heart every time...

i wish god to give that time as earliest ...

a time will come to forget all these things wait till that time which will definitely fill ur heart with ever lasting JOY & restore u with everything which u hevnt thought of...

everything works for gud only dear...

cheers.:-)
Radhi

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vikas said...

hey i think i am too late to leave a comment now!!
but i cannot stop myself from writing smthng ..... sometimes i used to wonder am i the only one thinking about those old days and wet my eyes.... you knw its just because of the bonding we have with our beloved ones.... And let these tears flow like a tsunami.... he he hehehe so that there will be calmness all over again..
it was very touching it reminded me of my old days and you knw i cannot call anyne now its 10:48 pm he he he he he he...